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[06 Nov 2009|04:09am]
putting your family in a pit and machine gunning them
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[18 Aug 2009|12:35am]
friends pointed you out..
lols
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You ruined my shirt [05 Dec 2008|04:55am]
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eeee [19 Sep 2008|07:06pm]
[ mood | omg ]


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ventrilo is a sausage fest [13 Mar 2008|10:36pm]
[ mood | fizzy lifting drink ]

I got the job.


I now have minions, my own desk with a computer, phone extension, and email address. I also get a parking pass to park anywhere on campus, and I can use it while still going to my classes, which is much closer than any student parking on a busy day.


I'm now a Network Systems Support Specialist
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[27 Feb 2008|09:48am]
oh god, they're eating each other
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это хорошо,но не всегда оно бывает полезным... [17 Oct 2007|03:15pm]
[ mood | Lorelei ]

Which way is she spinning, because it might help me find out which way I'm spinning.

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[28 Sep 2007|11:08pm]
usquebaugh
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[26 Apr 2007|02:00am]
Don't you want your pen?

My rating
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[16 Mar 2005|03:41pm]
Post a false memory of me. It can be anything you want, so long as it never happened. Then post this to your journal. See what people don't remember about you.
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[28 Dec 2004|01:07am]
vi fremstilt elskov inne rosene....

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postcard from the belly of a snake [15 Dec 2004|06:48pm]
[ mood | cenotaph ]

gone soul-searching without a flashlight
0002r6dk
this code unlocks the pleasure!

this morning i went to the CareerTrack place to get things in order for my Student Grants.. mmm $7,000 now for Two years.. that should be enough to start out.. with books and all.. but the lady filling out all of my papers had no clue what i was talking about at times when i would ask questions about finding a job, because I've been called in for interviews but kinda sorta DENIED the job because i knew they would take away my grant money if i had found employment... but inked on her glossy forehead said "but i don't understand" as if i am actually saying something. i mean watching the eyes glaze over is its own reward, krispy kreme kamikaze without the vague shame of the trust fund child eating poorly-dissembled donuts that makes them cake like lead in the stomach... i could tell by the box on her back desk..

going out tonight.. not going to get smashed, not going to get smashed, not going to get smashed..
high doubts about 'not' com
ing home.. i surely will be coming home, if not it will be a great surprise, and it might warm the coldnes
s in my heart which in turn will make the weather warmer locally, indeed.. remember when it was in the 60s when it should have been 20s? yeah.. me.. right here.. i was happy and felt so wonderful.. then the downfall... last friday.. i stood outside too long, making it snow and causing all kinds of chaos in weather patterns.. oh.. christmas... the time of giving..... well.. we'll see about that..

a KISS under the MISSILE...................

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[04 Dec 2004|03:40pm]
ever think of calling someone and then a few seconds later they call you/text you?
best feeling ever..
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you can bet i'm betting against myself again... :-\ [04 Dec 2004|01:45pm]
[ mood | a playground for the nazi soul ]

dramatis personae
me - always the believer.. always trying to Bat in a much higher league..


i came out of my shell and questioned what was wanted, as well as what was needed.... and i got an answer.. slightly confused now.. but at the same time, not pushed away but welcomed along for the ride to see what else might happen... but i am still confused.. mostly because i'm not used to this?
how can i make this work.... how does this happen to other people.. maybe i am out of my league, but it wasn't my fault, it was the use of words that pulled me into this feeling, it was situations and conversations and actual words that made me feel this way.. maybe i shouldn't worry, maybe i should pull out some moves and extra charm i haven't used in a long time.. i have the funding for it, and i know where she'll be all day.. Saturday December 4th.. as if that has any meaning, and i know it wont besides the date on receipts.. maybe a new password? hmm? 120404? sounds like a nice number.. add all the numbers up... you get 11... add those up.. 2.. one more than 1... maybe that's a sign in itself.. wake up neo.. neo was 'the one inside the one' "oneone " but that's just a movie.. a cheesy one at that for me to base my feelings off of, but i wont give up.. no matter what other people bring up.. one-sided stories.. trying to knock the air out of, to succumb, any sort of meaningful thing i can try to bring myself to feel good about..

what do you people want from me...

i just want something without a List of Repeating Cast of Characters that everyone knows oh so well... you may have your cameo, but you will never upstage me in my life.

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[07 Oct 2004|05:33pm]
i don't know what to do..
did you guys know i have a drooling problem?
:-\
sometimes too much saliva forms in my mouth and it just froths out of my month without me knowing, and down my chin and neck...

i hope you can still love me..

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life's a show and we all play a part. [04 Oct 2004|07:34pm]
[ mood | eyes sunken into deep hollows ]

Canada this weekend...
Niagara Falls..
High Rollers only! :D
$6,000 on Roulette.. Red.. cha-chiiiiiiing
come watch!!!




going to the Public House tonight..

didn't sleep yet, woke up last night at around 3am... after a 10 hour sleep..
i should be fine..

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going tonight [23 Aug 2004|07:20am]
[ mood | nothing but a smile ]

The Phantasy Theater
HOUSE OF BLUES PRESENTS:
Nightwish with Lullacry
Monday, August 23 @ 8:00 PM
Lakewood, OH 2 blocks west of Cleveland


not sure about it though.. but hey.. it's free

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[drinks glass of milk] The defect in this one is bleach [22 Aug 2004|04:53pm]
[ mood | mother hen ]

poor mike deal...

poor will's new car..

poor me for having to work for will because mike deal flipped will's new car last night when will was passed out at a party..

poor me and jon for not being good enough for them to wait a half hour to take us because we worked, what's being a half hour late to a 200+ person field party? was there some sort of "RSVP, COME BEFORE 10PM" deadline they had to make?

i guess that leaves you the answer..
no more new car..
and a missing mike deal..

both airbags deployed..
glass everywhere..
blood on scene..
phone calls at 9am that sound like pranks because i've heard worse..
went outside looking for mike deal somewhere in my yard (my car.. storage places.. green house)

wow an actual update...

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this is good advertisement for some of you ;-) [22 Jul 2003|07:06pm]
[ mood | amused ]





ha..
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she wont even notice this [17 Dec 2002|04:02pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

dysphoric muse (4:00:38 PM): i have acute tonsillitis :o(
Despiteful Angel (4:00:45 PM): no
Despiteful Angel (4:00:53 PM): you have a beautiful tonsillitis :-)
dysphoric muse (4:01:02 PM): aw.. thank you :op

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